Tendering My Resignation as a Blogger

For the past few weeks, I’ve been thinking about quiting blogging.

NoktahHitam, the initial idea was to be an emo blog, Titik Hitam to be exact. But I didn’t like the name, I could be mistaken for Tetek Hitam. Ugh, wouldn’t that be a sinful name?

So What is NH? Honestly, NH is nothing more than a shrine for my ex. Most of the stories here resembles our long gone relationship (4 years ago). I am an analytical guy. Somehow, this feeling, I don’t know how to comprehend. So I keep writing and writing, dwelling on the feelings she left me with. I don’t want that feeling to swallow me.

So my dear readers, I’m sorry if I have eluded you with erratic symphony and melancholic writing style of mine. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.

If you have any last words or encouragements before I quit, please leave them in my comment. How significant is NH to you? I will make my decision on Tuesday.

Warmest Regards, Edwin Masripan.

ps : Silent readers, time for you to speak up before its too late.

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  1. (one last try)

    jgn lah quit.

    i LOVE your blog.

    is that not good enough a reason? ๐Ÿ˜

    laila’s last blog post..and this one goes to

  2. Please DONT do it.. please.. please.. ๐Ÿ™
    Frankly, Ur blog is among one of my ermm..
    I’m obsess with ur blog.. ๐Ÿ˜€
    Check out Ur blog is a must to me when I’m online.
    So please dont take my joy of reading ur blog away.. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
    *speechless*
    ๐Ÿ˜ณ

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  3. but then again every chapter of the book must come to an end. so u can begin a new one ๐Ÿ™‚

    laila’s last blog post..and this one goes to

  4. dont quit!! i’m so in love with your blog.
    without u’r blog i’m going to die.huuu~

  5. dont quite! dont stop writing. even tho it is a shrine for your ex, you can stil change it today.
    there are so many great things to write about and u’ve been doing so well till now! all the good tips you’ve given me….it’ll be a great lost to the blogging world if you’re not here!

    ^^
    dont give up, k!

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  6. la eddie apasal nak emo2 pulak. chill dude.. from blogging la kita kenal, and you start to kenal cibol and bongkersz and terus la merebak ke mana2. you tak rs best ke?

    NH…
    Probably that was a full stop for all the ‘useless’ and ‘bad’ memories, but i guarantee you it is a new beginning for something new. Tak ke?

    Alah tipooo la if you dapat stop. I know blogging dah ter’attached’ dalam diri you. ๐Ÿ˜‰ If you stop pun, I’m sure you akan kembali jugak.

    Saya yakin!

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  7. if this blog meant to be for your ex, start a new one then. name it noktah putih pulak ๐Ÿ˜†

    (okay. okay. i’m kidding. patutnye kena pujuk kan ๐Ÿ™ )

    eddie, DON’T QUIT! Please. Please. Don’t quit ๐Ÿ˜ฅ (i’m crying here dude) please eddie ๐Ÿ™„

    AyUmi’s last blog post..:: i love to doodle ::

  8. NH…
    kalo ko dah takde.. kat mana aku nak komen2 lagik?
    NH kan satu-satunya tempat aku untuk mengasah bakat jadik pengkritik mcm dalam rancangan realiti tivi tuh…

    Kan aku kata, jangan brenti.. tapi, posting la sekali sekala…

  9. or… probably he just wanna trick us kot. nak tau kite sume sayang dia tak… haha! ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

    duh, saya tak sayang kamu, TAPI saya sayang blog kamu.

    Much love from me, eddie! :XO:
    controversy, controversy… hihi

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  10. i’ve been thinking very hard about how to say this, how can i change ur decision with my crap words? u know how merely with a smile or simple thank u from stranger can make ur day? thats how ur blog to me.

    last sunday i sent a msg to my mom wishing her happy mother’s day, n then a reply came saying: thanks sashiella. i would like to give me a massage chair as an equivalent trade for (hardly!!) for giving birth to u. i’m expecting the price would be at 4 number digits.

    i’m shocked! ๐Ÿ˜ฏ then another message came fr my sister saying the previous message was wrote by my little brother. (not so little, he’s 13)

    why i’m telling u this story? coz i immediately think of u! u know how u always wrote about ur relationship and ur brother? i love it the most!

    ok this is long enough, well if its inevitable, i wish u good luck Noktah Hitam! Its been good reading ur stuff. may our path cross someday. ๐Ÿ™‚

    p/s: i’ll be over the moon if u dont quit. ๐Ÿ˜‰

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  11. don’t quit lar eddie. i really love reading yur blog. TitikHitam ker..T*T*K hitam ker…putih ker….hijau cekelat, i pun sker gaks. ๐Ÿ™‚

    walaupun theme nie hitam ,deep inside i tahu you are nice guy,penyayang and many other good things inside you.

    byk vocab baru i belajar kat sini tau .so..don’t quit lar yer.

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  12. cik simpankira.. err eddie mengade je tu. dia nak manje2.. ๐Ÿ˜†

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  13. NH nak manja2?
    hahahaha…

    dengan kau kot, AyUmi..
    (nape nama kau ada U besar ??)

    nama kau, Ayu Umi ke??

  14. lol~
    don’t quit la bro~
    i admired u so much lah for this blog~ ๐Ÿ™‚
    don’t quit lahh~
    ur blog really inspired me. erk!
    jiwang pelik lah pulak kan~
    haha.
    newayยฒ,
    don’t quit okekkk. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  15. if that ur decision..now is a time to sell ur blog..can make money online too. :up:

  16. So far …. macam yang amoiยฒ ja bersuara setakat ni… macho men, where are you? ๐Ÿ˜›

    Without this blog, I wouldn’t even “know” you, or enjoyed the tips, lessons and stories your shared with us. Visiting your blog is something that I enjoy doing everyday – or whenever the stupid Streamyx allows me to…! If you feel it’s time to close that particular chapter of your life, and this reminds you of it, you can always start a new blog if you love blogging … ๐Ÿ˜€ that will make us happy :XO: …

    Having said that, my final say?Follow your heart .. it’s no point doing something that you love but has become a chore… whatever your decision is, all the best to you and glad to know you, even though it’s only in virtual space :up:

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  17. AyUmi laa.. AyUmi ๐Ÿ˜ฅ

    kenapa U caps lock? err.. err.. sebab nama penuh aku tiada huruf ‘U’ jadi aku telah memberi penghormatan kepada ‘U’ untuk menjadi caps lock ๐Ÿ™„

    (err.. sebenarnye aku tatau kenape ๐Ÿ˜€ )

    apesal nama kau kat sini cik simpankira?? kenapa tak nu…. oh. boss aku panggil. aku pegi dulu.. bubye~

    AyUmi’s last blog post..:: i love to doodle ::

  18. pls pls don’t quit! i love reading your blog…you are only blog that i subscribe to! :XO: your entries are funny, witty and also inspiring… ๐Ÿ‘ฟ

  19. noo!!! pleaaseee pleaseee

  20. tetek hitam? erhh, i suppose it’s not an allusion to anyone? haha..reminded me of imy blackneeps punye cerita time u guys gi vaji, haha

    quitting and restarting is normal la when u hv exhausted your reason to blog. i think i’ve done that 5 times already kot, all in 9 years of blogging

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  21. dude, don la quit. I mean, you can change the name of this blog into something el;se if you dun want to be reminded .. chill dude! Please don’t quit. I know I’ve not been hanging around ur blog quite often la but then i do read your blog whenever I can get online .. chill bro! Don’t stop .. I don’t and I think you shouldn’t .. and yeah .. CM rocks! ha ha ha :XO:

  22. tibe2 rase nak dedicate lagu “the pieces don’t fit anymore” kat u. ๐Ÿ™‚ (i know you don’t like)

    see eddie..everyone loves NH. u can’t quit..
    quiting as a blogger is the last thing on earth u want to do..(exaggerating pulak ๐Ÿ˜› )
    if NH reminds u all about ur ex..then, starts a new one..

    jom2 buat fan club NH supaya NH tak di bubarkan..hehe

  23. i’m begging here dear. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ

    btw, i still love the first recording. yang half tu. dunno why. ๐Ÿ™„

    AyUmi’s last blog post..:: what i am physically ::

  24. haha AyUmi, kite pun rs Eddie nak manja2 kots.. hahah..

    p.s: ups tercancel aktiviti nak pujuk2 eh kawan? hehe.. eddie, kenapa mu diam? ๐Ÿ™„

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  25. ” If good things lasted forever, would we appreciate how precious they are?” – Hobbes

  26. I’m sorry to hear about this, NH ๐Ÿ˜ฅ I have learned a lot from your entries and have enjoyed every single one of them, not to mention loving them to bits. You’ve said so many things I wanted to but didn’t manage to muster enough courage or gather enough time to write about it.

    Ending a blog is a very personal question, and I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you any advice, in my own capacity, about it. However, you can try listening to what your inner-self tells you about this – do you really want to end this blog (and start a new one, preferably, or else everyone will miss you sorely) or continue writing? Searching your subconsciousness thoughts and seeking it’s opinions is so far the most accurate and reliable thing to me ๐Ÿ™‚ heheh.

    I hope you don’t stop blogging! Ending this blog doesn’t mean an end to your endeavours in the big wide blogosphere – you can always start a new one, if the reason of abandoning NH is due to past experiences.

    Take care!

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  27. aku dulu pun pakai bOngkersz. hahaha! tribute to the O!

  28. eddie, tender resignation for NoktahHitam, buka blog baru TetekHitam.. bunyi macam best ๐Ÿ˜› apa kata buat blog, tribute to future awek ke?? dalam pencarian.. ๐Ÿ˜›

    i am addicted to your blog and now you are thinking of closing it down? ๐Ÿ˜ฅ ๐Ÿ˜ฅ i would check this blog everytime i online to get something to read ๐Ÿ˜€

    my man, do whatever you want to do, whenever you want to do. do things that you love and happy with ๐Ÿ™‚ good luck!

  29. untuk menceriakan suasana..lebih-lebih di hari jumaat ini.. soalan cepu emas..

    tetek ko kaler aper eddie? ๐Ÿ˜†

  30. @bongkersz: org lain bleh tolong jawab tak ?? ehehe..

  31. er.. ko nak jawab? camner ko boleh teliti sangat tetek eddie lak?

  32. tribute to the vowels ๐Ÿ˜€ err.. kalau macam tu AyUmi >> huruf i pun kena caps lock la.

    ohh.. ๐Ÿ™„

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  33. he?eiy eddie,aku br nak bermanje2 ngan blog kau ni……..

  34. arejae, ko simpan @bongkersz tu.. addicted to twitter? ๐Ÿ˜› sampai komen pun nak tulis camtu…

    bongkersz: apahal ko mau tanya eddie tetek dia warna apa? ko blang ko bukan gay? Why interested? hehehe ๐Ÿ˜›

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  35. bongkersz, you mmg sakit la. sakit mental tapi seronok jugak ada orang macam bong… eh? hehehe.. eddie, alah okay, you may stop or close NH, but don’t stop blogging… you tak sayang kitorang ke? ๐Ÿ™„ huhuhuh… okay, you mmg hilang kasih, but it was 4 years ago kan? and you hilang sorang, bertimbun-timbun orang baru you dapat eddie…

    you hilang dia, you dapat kitorang suma… and i believe you feel happy dgn kitorang aite…

    chill dude! โžก

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  36. nak manje2 ngan eddie xboleh kan~
    ngan blog pun jdla kot, muehehe ;P

  37. im ur silent reader..

    plzzzzz..plzzzzzz..plzzzzzz dun quit..

    i like ur blog..

    i can impove my english by reading ur blog..

    plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ๐Ÿ˜ฅ

  38. eddie saje je nak dengar bape ramai org syg die.. bu wek. sungguh gei.

    we enjoy every last minute being here. you are great writer. and somehow, there’s some kind of this ‘warm’ feeling in this blog, like all readers here are friends with each other. see, you made us connected in a way.

    if you’re serious, i don’t think any comments here will change your mind.

    we’ll be waiting for the comeback, for sure ^^

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