I am unhappy with my body now. I feel so bloated. I look like Hulk forcing into a slim fit work shirt. I have problems moving in my working pants.
I’ve evaded my diet. I keep telling myself, “it’s ok to reward”. It’s a sign of progress. Unfortunately, it does more harm than good. I’ve been hoarding calories that I don’t need. So much so, I look like a pumpkin.
Being in the line of work I’m in certainly doesn’t help. All I do all day is process information. Only think, no action. This somehow leads to my physical inactivity. To make matters worst, I usually ask my wife to fetch my stuff. It has cascaded to being this lazy. This has to end.
Until this belly turns 60-ish kilos, I can’t rest.