If only you could read the sign,
You’d know you’re always in my mind.
If only you’d pick up the phone,
I could sing to you an endless tune.
If only you’d talk to me,
I’ll make sure this is meant to be.
If only I met you sooner,
You wouldn’t be engaged to another.
If only our path crossed,
I’ll keep you deep in my heart,
and be with you till I rot.
That’s enough jiwang-ness for the day.
Having a wicked mind, I cannot hide my darkest trait, which is to stalk. I know, I know it’s bad. I hate it when it happens to me. But I’m drawn towards her, a doctor-to-be and religious. Unearthly beauty, mundane motherly touch as if calling ‘come, come hug mummy‘. (that is a sick way to describe beauty.. Hahaha)
But those were my darkest days. I stopped after I found out she’s engaged.
Anyway, I saw her today (for the first time). Let me put this in the POLITEST way possible, she’s FUCKING CUTE!
I’ll add another line to the poem above.
If only I had the courage,
I’d walk to you and say what I rehearsed.
ps: Now, let me enjoy this butterfly feeling a little longer
pss: And this is my goodbye.