Do You Know Where This Is?

melodramatic sikit πŸ˜›

SomeoneFTP : Yes. This was the place we first fought
NoktahHitam : How does that make you feel?
SomeoneFTP : Sad.
NoktahHitam : Why so?
SomeoneFTP : Few days after that, you went away. When you came back, I was gone.

NoktahHitam : Where do I belong now?
SomeoneFTP : Trapped in here, but lost in memories.
NoktahHitam : That’s sad. Anything I can do?
SomeoneFTP : Nope. Hey, I have to go.
NoktahHitam : Go where?
SomeoneFTP : A place where you don’t belong…

This drenched pillow case woke me up. I gazed deeply into the 4 corners of my wall. I don’t see anything.

Firmly gripped in my palm, was a cherry flavored lip balm. I was really talking to Someone From The Past.

I got out of bed. I went to the bathroom. I cried in the shower. I remembered how I loved SomeoneFTP.

ps: Everybody wants to unwind the clock, I just want to stop it ➑

pss: It’s a sad story of a boy and his past πŸ˜₯


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This Post Has 27 Comments

  1. baiklah πŸ™‚

    tp make love tu, double meaning 😈

  2. knp nak stop time?…
    aiyok.. let the past GONE.. πŸ™‚

    syia’s last blog post..spell it

  3. living in the memories of the past is okay, once in a while, though i am not sure the crying part. SFTP is really a someone to you it seems.

    rilek eddie. 😳

    aishah’s last blog post..Last Weekend

  4. oh. i thought it was Someone File Transfer Protocol

    MK’s last blog post..Salam Maulidur Rasul

  5. OHH?? I am not the one crying. Im re-telling the story in my own words.

  6. make love, not war.. ehehe πŸ˜€
    tp make love tu, double meaning πŸ˜€
    πŸ˜† πŸ˜†

  7. orang kata…
    kalau dua-tiga kali duk ulang kepada diri sendiri “i am okay’ i am okay…” maksudnya itu amaran kepada diri sendiri…be okay…dan itu maksudnya jugak, kita tak berapa okay, tu yang duk warn diri sendiri, you have to be okay…

    kau pulak ni..duk ulang i m relax. i am always relax…
    (m not saying u r not okay though…)

    tapi biasalah…sape tak pernah rasa down sekali sekala kan..

    aishah’s last blog post..Good night and thank you…

  8. I beg to differ. Most guys like to keep this kind of info discreet. It challenges their manlihood and ego

    NoktahHitam’s last blog post..Do You Know Where This Is?

  9. MK :vangry:

    hurm, ngerinye mimpi.. ade hikmahnye tu bro 😎

    psst: where can i donlod imoticon comey2 ni?

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  10. never came across me that you’re an emo dude.. hahaha.. but i like your style of writing. it makes a person think. after all that’s the whole reason of converying through words isn’t it, to spark of thoughts. πŸ˜€

    adryazad’s last blog post..trip to the Taman Bunga

  11. I can always edit that, but I’ll leave there πŸ˜›

    I left many typos and grammatical errors on other peoples blog. Feel shame too, what to do. My engrish is so-so

  12. I’m sort of confused. so was it a dream? how come you have her lipbalm in your palm then? or were you holding her lipbalm before you go to bed? ❓

    sorry if I’m asking too many questions but it seemed like she’s dead (or as if) and you were dreaming talking to her. Also, I’m sorry for saying that. πŸ™

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  13. doesnt make sense? Go teka suka hati :p

  14. I thought SFTP was secure file transfer protocol too! πŸ˜€

    And I read that pss in Dilemma of a JPA Medical Student before I post any comment here … now I know who is SFTP – I’m sorry for your loss … and that reminds me of my late grandfather too πŸ™

    melbie’s last blog post..Virus Tag!

  15. SomeoneFTP : A place where you don’t belong…

    that got me. πŸ™

    i hate crying in my sleep and waking up to grief and unsettling reminders of memories you wished were long gone n forgotten..

    well, hang in there buddy

    waniee’s last blog post..Thoughts

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