Celebration of Love? Isn’t It Everyday?

I have always considered myself an Ace, but am I really one?

I don’t know about you, but I don’t need Valentines’ day to express my love to someone. I believe love has to be reflected all day, all the time. So what’s with the death of St. Valentine you like about? 😈

I’ve loved and lost and love again, but the scar left on this being never seem to fade away. “Time will mend your broken heart”. Yeah, but time isn’t the luxury I have nowadays 😥

Friend M: If there were such thing as Losers club, I’ll be the president and I’ll hire you to build a website-forum 😀
NoktahHitam : Cool! But no friend-friend price ok? 🙄
Friend M: I was thinking that you can build it for free! ❗

I got a call in the morning from girl A. “Happy Valentine dear~”, in blissful tone, she reminded me. “Yeah, you too”, I replied. Then she starts talking about her celebration and how romantic was Boy F. Let me put it this way, “WHY THE F*CK ARE YOU TELLING ME THIS?”. (Note : Girl A is my ex) 😈

On similar note, an SMS from someone in the past, “Hey, what are you up to? Let’s have dinner tonight”. I can’t reply, my phone is barred, my bill was RM1.90 short but Maxis still wants to ban me from their service 😮

Anyway, I was wondering, why would this girl be interested in having dinner with me, on Valentines’ day? I’m guessing this is a 1-on-1 thing! 😯

Unfortunately, I’m not looking for happy times nor seeking refuge in “I was with Y on Valentine”, so I called and turned her down. I want something more. Something that’ll last my lifetime. Someone that can just click to me like a piece of Lego. Somesort of wizardry to mesmerize every moment spent and allow me indulge the feeling a little longer. Someone to hold me close , a little closer and can be very loose sometimes. Someone to relief of my shortcoming. And most importantly, don’t give a damn about my work. In short, I want to marry a doctor ❗