You’ve Got a Friend in Me

3 more days, NH will meet it’s first birthday.

I’ve tried many times to stop, somehow my readers superseded my ill motive. Related post.

What is NH to you? A news bell? Your rambling site? Source of inspiration? Some ego hungry dude acting all mighty? Someone you like chasing in the dark? Same train of thoughts? Some place you can agitate for fun?

What is NH to me? Like I said earlier, it’s a shrine.

NH is supposed to be a blog for the broken hearted. Someone who could never seek solace from their best-ies. An injured soldier, crawling for medic in a foreign land. Or left alone in the far corner of the darkest room, crying for an unheard help.

I wanted to capture my life, specifically comebacks. I’d imagined NH wrapping his shoulder around me, dragging my feet when I refused to walk. Feed me when I refused to eat. Knock my head when I’m being silly. Most importantly, accompany my sleepless nights.

NH made me realize, how important to have friends. How two heads are better than one. How cruel the world can be. How to forgive and forget. How to reach out when you’re a mess.

Thanks to you, I can now get up and start walking again, slowly but surely.

So long old friend. I finally have the guts to turn my back on you.

ps: I’ve told you many times, Eddie, Edwin, NH are 3 different characters although the same person.

pss: Cehs? You’re just envy you can’t split yourself.

psss: For those who understood, congrats.

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50 thoughts on “You’ve Got a Friend in Me”

  1. errr
    tatau nak ckp apa~
    but keep on writting
    blog la best
    byk jmpa org yg semulajadi chachat
    ramai juge org yg berpura2 chachat utk menghiburkan hati kita
    hahaha

  2. i wish i have the time like you to blog and put my alter ego on the net…
    people said blogging has therapeutic effect…i just ‘blog’ in my head before i go to sleep.

  3. I understand the split personality part. Every person have hidden personality. Anyway, I also same with you (in some way) using blog for love life (past or present).

    If you wanna stop blogging on NH, maybe you can start new blog for you to ramble, just my humble opinion.

  4. i personally blog for the same above mentioned reasons. and i personally sad if couldnt see u around anymore. resignation needs determination. u have to pay for it. hmm.

  5. Haha.. personality disorder eyk? 😯
    😆 I do understand about it.
    I’m totally a different person at home, thats what my friend said when she went to my home . 🙄

  6. hey!..don’t stop writing here bro…you’re my source of inspiration~~~~~ 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎

    hehehehe….. 😛 😛

    spilt identity~~kewl…

    eddie 😈
    edwin 😎
    NH ➡

  7. Split persona is interesting yet tiring in nature.

    I anticipate that this mark the hiatus for the wicked & dark entity of your, and making path for another to reign.

    NH is the place where I juggle my mind chowing the thoughts and rambles, retaliate with my side of the table, and viewing other’s.

    Thanks. You make my brain worked hard. Damn, I have to find another blog for my brain-squishing regime.

    Godspeed.

  8. Most of the time, it is just good to read entries written thoughtfully.

    Sometime, entries invoke readers to think.

    And normally, these days, Google Reader puts an ease to reading blogs.

    p.s. bather/banter/barter?

  9. having split personality, is exhausting. hmm. me, myself also has several personalities, and it is tiring to keep up to every personality i have. it is pro and con situation.. you might end up with more type of friend, but in the end, stuck in between, choosing which one are you.. hmm.. what eva bro, nice meeting you here (online).

    people might say, “camne la ko bleh member ngn dia..” or “ko OK plak ek ngan dia?”.. i can’t really comment on this, but, surely, it is a part of me, and i’m proud of it because not everyone has the capability to be like me.

    love ourself. 🙂

  10. now now… you aren’t thinking of throwing in the towel, are ya? [i’m guessing i’m one of those who don’t understand ur true intentions behind this post]

  11. hello NH.
    i used to be a silent reader for all these times.
    and i plan to be one for the rest of my life.
    but i want to shout out for this entry.

    i’ve learned it before, in psychology course.
    it was just a basic one.
    but i did came across to those split personalities.
    quite interesting though.
    that chapter was faved!

    of course i do understand the Eddie, Edwin and NH part.
    me myself also got several personalities that i haven’t named em yet.
    but now, i’m thinking of doing so.

    NH yg kejam dan jahat ini [haha. no offense] mcm serupe dgn i.
    it’s just that .. i’m not brave enought to spill out all of my wicked thoughts into the outside world.
    NH have done the job for me.
    thanks in advance.

    sorry for making a little blog here in your commenting site.
    get well soon.
    and happy birthday.

    .

  12. Mane bole. Dark will be dark. I love it!

    It’s like making love, some prefer in the dark, some prefer with the lights on. Generally, you’ll stick to what you like.

    I’ll make sure to wallop your brains inside out.

  13. I envy you for being able to have split personalities cuz I sure couldn’t.. and I cannot really pour my heart out in any of my blogs, cuz I know I’ll end up making friends with someone … and there’s some part of my life that I like to keep to myself … a shrine … ah, how I wish that I can have one to show my dark side 🙁

  14. keep on writing…
    i love reading anything from you. :XO:
    love reading even sometimes really hate the content.
    best wishes for another coming year.

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