I’m guessing 90% couldn’t comprehend my previous post. Pardon me for wrongly asking before. It should’ve been, what and who is NoktahHitam?
Have you ever heard voices in your head telling you this and that? When you try your best to weigh the pros and cons? When you feel down and something (or rather someone) pushing you from behind?
I’m not schizophrenic nor a psychology expert but my gut instinct tells me it’s my sub conscience mind.
Picture this; a friend tells you he got a promotion. Provided you are well mannered, you’d congratulate him, common courtesy. On the other hand, you start worrying about his work load, stress level and feel a little envy.
Or; you want to buy an iPhone. You have the resources and you’ve been yearning to look cool amongst colleague but is it a necessity when all you need is to SMS and make calls?
Or; your boss exploded, you were his careless victim. You sat in your mini-scale cubicle, murmuring while replaying the scene. Only this time, you were the boss. MUAHAHAHAHAHA, the evil laugh echoed your head.
Triple the process, that how things work up here.
I have friends telling me off, when I said NH and Eddie are 2 completely different characters. I don’t blame them for not being able to digest.
Noktah Hitam exists in everyone of you. So feel free to rename him.
In my previous post I wrote, So long old friend. “Sayang isteri, tinggal-tinggalkan“, replace isteri with diri, you’d understand the whole post.
Yes, I’m staying. So stop sending motivating mails. I’ll ask for it when I’m dying.
ps: I am trying to merge all my 3 characters. I hope it’ll work
pss: If it doesn’t, I’ll gleefully be NH, wee~
psss: Aeropama quits. *pat pat* I understand bro.
pssss: The first in 4 years, that butterfly feeling! Will it last?