“Read, and you will be well read.”- No Idea

This Gashed Knees Won’t Seem to Heal

Today, I woke up with a bruised & injured soul. Mat Salleh call it ‘waking up on the wrong side of the bed’. It only happens when I dreamed of ‘her’.

She sat across the table. Smirked and disgusted, she told me off. ‘Please’, my word uttered several times.

This is not the first time I’ve been brought down to my knees and definitely not my last. No matter how tough I pretended to be, I can never wage a fight against my subconscious mind (neither can you).

I guess I truly love her.

The past has eaten our careful time, she’s now a successful woman. I’m dead sure, that she’d never take a glimpse at a mere web developer.

What is left for me, is to chase my passion and hope that it’ll be a fruitful future.

I shall leave you with my favorite Quran line,

So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief.
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.
(سورة الشر  , Al-Inshirah, Chapter #94, Verse #5 & 6)

Amin.

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MakanMalaya wrote on
August 27, 2008 at 3:39 pm

wahhh ada juga post ala2 tazkirah untuk hari ke-2 :mrgreen:

aku suka ! hehe :up:

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 29, 2008 at 12:45 am

ko nak tazkirah hari2 ke ape?

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atreyu stange wrote on
August 27, 2008 at 4:22 pm

Ergh~ Tell me abt it. Join me! Let’s sulk like there’s no tomorrow!!! Erk???!!! :arrow:

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 29, 2008 at 12:44 am

sulk sulk sulk.. sunsilk?

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nono wrote on
August 28, 2008 at 6:20 am

Al Insyirah is my MOST favorite surah.. Rasa terubat je soul bila dengar that ayah kan?

mungkin DIA lebih tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kamu.. you’ll find someone much much better insha Allah.. ;)

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 29, 2008 at 12:44 am

Amin. Semoga Allah memberkati usahe kami.

Insyirah best bace mase nak tido. It’s a lovely poem.

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melbie wrote on
August 28, 2008 at 9:31 am

Bercampur-baur perasaan lepas baca post ni … I feel sad because you love ‘her’ so much and yet she doesn’t know it.. she’s lucky to have someone who loves her as much as you do… but maybe it’s just not meant to be … which is very relevant to the final words.. aku suka post cam ni hehehe

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 29, 2008 at 12:42 am

it’s not meant to be. I hope God understands this and lift this burden off my soul. I’m tired of beating against myself, I should be rocking elsewhere.

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bongkersz wrote on
August 28, 2008 at 2:34 pm

Sungguh dalam cintanya.. dude, reading this macam baca majalah Ujang - Blues untuk aku plak. :grin:

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 28, 2008 at 3:28 pm

that was the intention. Hahaha

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myadlan wrote on
August 29, 2008 at 12:38 am

ouch.. i woke up this morning and found some stain on my pant.. hehe

i pretty like the quranic verse. it suit me well

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 29, 2008 at 12:41 am

stain on your pants? period, pms datang bulan?

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myadlan replied on
August 29, 2008 at 1:15 am

hehe.. its a guy stain la.. hehe.. shh

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mie wrote on
August 31, 2008 at 6:34 pm

owh.. *heart melt*

i’m dead sure ‘her’ heart will melt too upon reading this. :wink:

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