It’s funny how I have to dump my whole Doomi (to-do list). I’ve actually sorted out, what needs to be done by priority. Unfortunately my clients do not hold any of their punches. I’m extremely busy, probably the busiest month ever in life.

Back when I was an engineer, the only difficulties I had was managing my underlings, because they don’t listen and time management problems. But works can be delegated. Now I’m running the show alone, it’s a bigger hurdle to leap.

Paper works, design works and consultation needs special attention. And since I am less likely to trust other (freelancers under me), I do it myself. Now it’s overflowing my desk, desktop (pc) and some even made it to my bed.

Client A: I need this by tomorrow, is it possible?

Client B: I actually want this next week, but tomorrow ok?

Client C: The boss wants to review this tomorrow, help me!?

I don’t normally take No for answer, afterall, I’m chasing all this work in hope that I can meet my monthly installments. Let’s just hope they can expedite the payment. I hate chasing invoices.

In a way, I think it’s good that clients push the dateline. I’ll have lesser pending works, lesser procrastination, higher efficiency and maximum output. I know I work best under pressure.

The downside, irregular sleeping pattern, no social life, less observant of my surrounding and miss game-time with Emok.

Oh well, let’s just stick to the quote, “It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious“. I am both  

ps: I think I’m losing hair

I’ve decided, I will no longer write about politic here at NH. I will no longer be a loyal servant of Google’s SEO. You can go to KPMU.net or Bongkersz to read endless rants on politics. I figured I don’t need to be likable in the cyber world. So I’ll just stick to being the emo me.

Post 90’s favorite, Bic Runga. Definitely my evergreen song.

Sometimes, When you and I collide,
I fall into an ocean of you, Pull me out in time.

This is a continuity of Ninie’s recent post. I happened to stumbled upon my ex few months ago. It struck me, why didn’t it work out?

Was I too hard headed? Was I too demanding? Was I too pushy? Was I too emotional, sensitive at times? or was it just a fling not love?

Or was she all the above?

Love-dovey story is not my cup of tea (quoted). Somehow I’m just glad it didn’t work out (though I have yet to figure out the reason). Gut instinct? Yeah, that’s the Scorpio trait.

She’s now working for some multi-national bank and a part time model.

ps: I never liked showbiz girls, no matter how alluring they can be  

pss: Back to work eddie! Dateline in 12 hours   

I thought I should relax and make a cover while beating the wit out my creativity. Datelines are drawing near, and I’m worried.

[Taken out, due to the shirt I'm wearing]

The video was shot once. Added echo (delay) to video. Mixed with beat boxer sound (off timing all the time). Slap up and down, it took 45 mins to complete (from scratch to uploading). That’s it for today. The lyrics.

Tomorrows meeting: Felda, Imigresen and JPN. Damn.

You might think it’s another copycat of YouTube, partially, but I don’t think so. I will be using Blip.TV for my other blog, ourfwd.

YouTube, I’m sorry our marriage couldn’t last.

ps: What was the frigging tennis guy thinking? Showing off?

pss: The last video is actually horseshit, I was told  

I’m so in love with this song, OneRepublic – Say (All I Need)

Well, bless my soul, You’re a lonely soul,
Cause you won’t let go, Of anything you hold.

Well, all I need, Is the air I breathe,
And a place to rest, My head.

Things are a bit clutter here in my pit. Late payment from clients, more projects, lesser time for sleep and no time to really blog about myself. All I can blog about is my personal project and politics.

Thanks to Adobe Air, I have now RSS scrolling on my Windows bar and Doomi as my to-do list.

ps: Friends, I do read your blog, but haven’t got time to comment