I’m back from my hiatus.
It was the perfect time to reread everything I wrote (but I didn’t anyway). I took my time to muhasabah and I finally found the missing key. I was scared to be myself.
I fear my thoughts being rejected, hence I opted a fine line between right & wrong.
I fear that my words would hurt people around me, slowly pushing them away.
I fear that people know too much about me, when I have no idea who they are.
Finally, I fear of losing my popularity.
Here’s a reminder to myself, you are what you are. Don’t be afraid to be different. Even if people shuts you down, you know yourself, you have every good intention of making the world a better a place.
ps: I’ll be kicking asses again, wohoo!