I’m an Asshole

Yesterday, I beat my youngest brother.

I haven’t had my sleep more than 48 hours. Of course, I’m restless and tired. My youngest brother, walked up to me as said, ‘Send me to tuition! I’m ready and only waiting for you to send me!’

I changed my outfit, got the keys and started the engine. It’s been 5 minutes, he hasn’t come out yet. I got back in and saw that he was still looking for his book. I shoved him, hard enough to fall. He cried.

2 things, first; don’t facebook [1. Refer to my lingo page] with my timing. Second; be rude.

I’m an ASSHOLE but I did send him to tuition.

ps: I’m sorry bro. Violence is never my way of solving things. Yesterday, I snapped.

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31 thoughts on “I’m an Asshole”

  1. Try not to be around people when you’re prone to losing your temper, especially around people you love!

    Kesian ur kid bro and i bet u felt bad about it.. hope u explained to him why u snapped so he knows he didn’t do anything wrong

    waniee’s last blog post..After Midnight

  2. he did something wrong la i snapped. If not, I bergelak ketawa, menari dalam kete dgr lagu ‘4 minutes to save the world – madonna’

  3. ohhh. i thought u snapped sebab u were feeling restless je.. hehehee

    anyway hope ur feeling better today and had ur sleep alreadyy

    waniee’s last blog post..@ 3.27pm

  4. the feeling of guilt after snapping tak tentu pasal…
    then you go thru the ritual of “im not talking to you”.
    -used to do this as well. usually after feeling very tired. =)

    that’s why patience is a virtue!

  5. Awhh.. kesian your lil bro. I guess when people are tired and don’t get enough sleep, they tend to get angry easier. I’m like that too. LOL.

    I wish I had another lil sis. My 17-year-old sis is obviously no longer “little”. Haha..

    Mira’s last blog post..Rawr.

  6. Silence hour doesn’t work for me. I seek forgiveness tentatively after I committed something bad, whether I’m right or wrong :kiss:

  7. emok cried??huhu…u must hv shoved him way too hard eh..apela..iskh!iskh!…kalau aku, aku sekeh aje..haha!~mcm biase~

  8. I don’t think it was that painful. I bet it’s the thought that I marah-marah die. You certainly feel sad when someone you adore marah-marah kan? 😥 😥

  9. Being a brother myself, I find that sometimes I’m venting anger on my younger brother as well. I’m relieved that you do feel bad after shoving him (anyway, he’s partially wrong). It’s important to realise your mistakes. Luckily you’re not the kind of brother who will just push all the blame on your brother for making you angry.

    I do fight with my brothers back then, but now, I usually just give him the cold shoulder whenever he makes me angry. I do shove him, but I try not be to that hard – the last time I did that, he knocked his back against a sharp edge of the table and it left a scar. I feel so guilty later.

    Anyway take care! Each person is prone to anger outburst – what really matters is you know how to control it and you acknowledge that you’re angry. Some people just blame it on others – and you’re not that kind, that’s why I respect you.

    teddY’s last blog post..One in a Hundred

  10. Teddy, you made me feel not guilty for beating my brother up! LoL 🙂 🙂

    Can you do me a favor? Can you design your own banner of 296 x 50 px. I want to link to you 😉

  11. i used to argue a lot with my bro when i was young..
    remember once when i throw a metal spoon at my bro just for blocking the television.(i tell him to move already, but he kept playing in front of the tv) I was aiming for his body, but accidentally hit his head, hard. Even left a scar. I feel damn guilty. 🙁

    Now, every time i look at him, ill ask..”hey, who gave you that scar?” and he will look at me with a face and say “i forgot, but im sure it was someone mean..”. damn, the spoon doesnt hit him hard enough to make him forget..haha~

  12. i understand the feeling bro, i once slapped my sister over something she did. (yes no question, she was at wrong.) berbekas for 1-2 days.. i felt really really bad.. and i hit my brother before too.. i feel very bad. 😥 😥 i was angry with them over things they did which me as a brother thinks it is wrong to do.. not that i snapped or whatever… but anyway violence shouldn’t be encouraged 😳 kita marah orang kita sayang the most.. mah!

  13. All the big brothers and sisters please stand up! 😀

    Oh yeah, we know how annoying the little ones can be … my hands (nor my feet) have never touch my sister’s skin in anger, but I broke my fon not long ago in anger .. not to her – but to the window pane.. hihihi.. an expensive lesson to remember never to throw things in anger hehe .. menjawab betul budak tu bila ditegur … hehehe

    But like you, I do apologise to her .. 😀 though sometimes my sister said aku nak menang jer tiap kali.. nak pula aku minta maaf depan2 die … dah aku marah guna sms – aku minta maaf guna sms ler.. aku marah depan2, aku minta maaf lah depan2.. nak aku pula pegi kat bilik die, minta maaf … mak aii.. lagi meruap kemarahan aku… tu dah kira tak hormat kakak dah tu.. hehehe.. tu kira ego ke, NH? atau dah bagi betis, nak minta peha pula? LOL so there.. that’s normal, there are other older brothers/sisters worst than you.. like me … hahahha

    But janganlah tolak2 budak kecik wei.. kesianlah Emok .. hehehe … marah je la .. janganlah tolak lain kali ek? 😀

    melbie’s last blog post..A Place to Call My Own…

  14. He’s a boy. Soon he will be a man. He has to know, what hurts most.

    When I was younger, my siblings spar to win over a piece of cake or something trivial, e.g. turn mandi malam. Covered with bruises after, boy, that was refreshing!

  15. slapped huh? Garang la kau bong.

    Sometimes its best venting our anger using violence than just shouting-shouting. Example, like some drunkard langgar your car, cannot claim insurance!

  16. Haha … if you say so, NH… There’s only me and sister who is almost 10 years younger than I am … no sparring.. I spar with her … aku yang teruk kena marah .. 😆 wouldn’t know that boy/men thingy 😕 – no experience hehe

    melbie’s last blog post..A Place to Call My Own…

  17. sad??ermmm..kot…but emok tu kn always like ‘cool la beb’..huhu…~feel weird calling him emok…hrmmm~

  18. gua plak kalau emo,
    teringin nak tampar laju2 orang yang tak dikenali
    pastu larikk
    emo kan gua?
    teringin jek la, tp tak penah buat pon

    but u’re kinda temperamental huh?

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