I Miss That Place

Have you ever felt lost in your own world? Have you ever felt like not doing anything for a while? Have you ever felt like letting go of everything? Have you ever felt empty?

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I’m feeling empty as ever.

I feel like giving up. I feel like I don’t belong. I feel like my sheer existence means nothing. I feel hollow. I feel like going back the that place…

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Maybe I should.

ps: Is there anyone out there who can motivate me without getting into a relationship?

pss: I thought so too, none. *Sigh*

psss: Eddie deary, please please pick up your pace again. It’s starting to suck being unproductive for a month.

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32 thoughts on “I Miss That Place”

  1. unproductive doesn’t mean doing nothing. It’s doing something, but not getting anything out of everything.

    Kursus lagi? Haish.. 2 kali sudah la. Lain kali aku pegi dgn fiancee aku plak (macam ade je)

  2. may be you should. i mean going to that place again..

    anyway i am not sure whether you pernah terbaca my status message in FB ke tak pasal something yang anna rina wrote in her blog. it says, …sadly that not many people look at their glass half full, most choosing to look at it half empty..”

    kena ke motivation tu eddie? haha. pasal kan kita selalu tulis lain bila orang tulis and maksudkan benda lain… hehe. sorry in advance if yea, yea. haha. 😆

  3. awak ni kekurangan kaseh sayang kot 😛
    but mayb u should go there
    doa byk2
    jgn lupa doa utk i skali ok
    heee

  4. awak patut provide eddie kasih sayang yang dia sedang kurang tu.

    ps: eddie perlukan belaian wanita ni.
    pss: ‘seru’ sudah sampai dude. apa lagi?

  5. i know who can….fadhilah kamsah! lol

    hehe sori2…eddie,i cant say its ok when its not ok. I myself was unproductive for the past couple of days and yes i know, it feels horrible.

    but i never fail to pray to Him, asking for strength and motivation. I know you do to, so keep on asking for his help. You wont be disappointed, believe me. =)

    Cheer up, okies?

    p/s :Oh my, I think I sound like a mom. 😯

  6. Fadhilah Kamsah? I can chew him up in no time. All his words are too predictable and obvious. It can never get to my head.

    Too many things running up my mind. I guess tu yg sulking kot.

  7. lol i hate him too..ckp non-stop, rase cam nak sumbat je mulut tu dgn cili ke ape

    I know this sounds a bit harsh, but dont wait until everything is right. It will never be. There will be challenges and obstacles along your way.

    So, try to take things slow ok? Im sure you’ll find your way out, and hopefully you are still in a good condition!

    p/s : lol nasihat org mcm hebat je i. Ceh

  8. To answer all your questions above – yes I have, and maybe you should…

    Haha here’s another person who’s as miserable as you are at the moment… at least you can think of going there, as for me… I’m just as lost as ever … *sigh*

  9. 2 kali???
    pastu kalau gi lagi ngan fiancee (bila ada nanti)… kalau tak jadi suami mithali lagi tak tau la. 😆

  10. yeah i think you should get a pet too. it helps to divert your mind onto other things than self-pitying yourself without getting into a romantic relationship. that’s what i think la. 🙂

  11. Kursus tu kan kononnya bertujuan untuk mendidik bakal2 suami/ isteri supaya bijak menguruskan rumahtangga… tak ke? 😆

    I attended the course about 6 years ago sbb kena paksa (it was considered part of our Islamic Studies syllabus). In my opinion, kursus tu useless. 😆

  12. ‘…it helps to divert ur mind onto other things than SELF-PITYING yourself….’

    ouh.. kejam! 😥

    p/s: dats what i think la..

  13. Hmm.. it depends on how you see it. To me it’s a majlis ilmuan. It doesn’t matter how many times you attended, if you’re an ass, you’ll be an ass. Nothing can change that except yourself.

    It maybe useless for you, for me, and all the educated people, but it’s a gentle reminder.

    ps: I know for a fact I’m not an ass.

  14. Secara jujurnya aku dah hidup 38 tahun. Dalam35 tahun penuh dengan macam2 benda yang aku tak pasti. Hidup terlalu kosong. Akhir aku bertanya pada diri aku kenapa aku hidup kat dunia ni, untuk apa? Hingga suatu hari aku dipertemu dengan seorang manusia yg berdagang keMalaysia. Tanah seberang asalnya. Dia mengajar asu erti hidup yg sebenar. Alhamdullilah, jiwa lebih tenang dan masih panjang perjalanan aku.Semoga kau pun beroleh apa yang kau cari Ed.

  15. that is what I think..yeah maybe the way i see, is not like how U see it. nvr mnd.. 😉

    anyway, getting a pet will definitely ruin my life. 😈 haha.

  16. how should i say this in a good way. okie, we all gonna have our ups n downs. but the thing that u can do is just to never give up. n I’m totally agree that certain people always thought that by giving motivational talks it can lead to bonding of relationship. but what u do mean by that relationship?is it relationship as best friends or more than that. if as a best friend, u don’t have to bother about that actually. for me, finding the one who can listen to u and giving u good advise without being more than best friends is good enough. n the most important thing that u can do is to pray a lot to Allah so that Allah can fill all ur emptiness with love,fun and happiness in life.

  17. Jap jap, hang cakap bercelaru la. Cube objektifkan atau point-form kan.

    In short, when you grow older, you’ll know what “life stress” means. Exam stress is different and it’s about 10% of the life stress.

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