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Don’t Let Me Drown

I’ve decided, I will no longer write about politic here at NH. I will no longer be a loyal servant of Google’s SEO. You can go to KPMU.net or Bongkersz to read endless rants on politics. I figured I don’t need to be likable in the cyber world. So I’ll just stick to being the emo me.

Uninspired

Post 90’s favorite, Bic Runga. Definitely my evergreen song.

Sometimes, When you and I collide,
I fall into an ocean of you, Pull me out in time.

This is a continuity of Ninie’s recent post. I happened to stumbled upon my ex few months ago. It struck me, why didn’t it work out?

Was I too hard headed? Was I too demanding? Was I too pushy? Was I too emotional, sensitive at times? or was it just a fling not love?

Or was she all the above?

Love-dovey story is not my cup of tea (quoted). Somehow I’m just glad it didn’t work out (though I have yet to figure out the reason). Gut instinct? Yeah, that’s the Scorpio trait.

She’s now working for some multi-national bank and a part time model.

ps: I never liked showbiz girls, no matter how alluring they can be   :arrow:

pss: Back to work eddie! Dateline in 12 hours    :roll:

6 August '08 | Personal, Politics | Fave it! | Go to Comment Form

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KNizam wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 7:46 am

kerja….kerja…kerja….hehe :evil:

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cik simpankira wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 8:18 am

lama tak singgah sini..
tumpang lalu..

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:43 pm

cuci kaki sekali la :arrow: :twisted:

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cik simpankira replied on
August 6, 2008 at 1:17 pm

ada ke perkhidmatan cuci kaki di sini? :)

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melbie wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 8:40 am

This is more like it … this was what pulled me to this blog before :wink: the emo you… :lol:

p.s.s: Your work done?

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:42 pm

baru siap http://felda.laman7.com

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melbie replied on
August 6, 2008 at 2:46 pm

cantik… :up: dan ya.. selamatkan tapir pasal aku belum pernah nampak depan mata lagi… huhuhuu

tahniah kerana telah menyiapkan kerja anda.. dapat payment, ah bolehlah belanja milo ais satu kan? hihihihi

arejae replied on
August 9, 2008 at 12:43 am

cool :up:
sekali tengok tak perasan plak you pakai joomla.

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t.a.t.a wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 9:03 am

Cuma belum sampai masa nya untuk kita berjumpa dgn org sebelah kita.

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Extremist Thinker wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 9:24 am

akoo lak tertulis pasal politik walau xske. and akoo xtahu pun ape itu SEO. sape2 tgk source code page akoo pasti gelak sakan sbb akoo telah mengkudakan SEO. kui4x :halo:

ps: I never liked showbiz girls, no matter how alluring they can be!

a ah bro. cam shaiiit je show biz girls. setuju sgt dgn statement ko.

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:42 pm

aku tules pon sebab aku rase penting utk disebarkan, contoh, Anwar sodomi.

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bongkersz wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 9:40 am

Emo is good! :up: Keep it that way bro! :arrow: I am dead tired as well. :cry:

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:41 pm

not tired actually, just bored of politics. Makin hari makin bodoh

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bongkersz replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:47 pm

Setuju. Disgusted. Angst. Frustrated. :mrgreen:

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Bagak wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 11:22 am

Aku hanya serangga…di hutan belantara…

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:41 pm

ko baru tau?

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|1f34|-|1r3 replied on
August 6, 2008 at 9:00 pm

bagak pon ada gak kat sini ?

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Ahmad uzair wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 11:29 am

peh..awek model memang menggiurkan, tapi susah nak jangka(or jaga)..by the way, go hunt for your Doctor..hahaha..

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:40 pm

Mmg susah nak jage :grin:

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Ahmad uzair replied on
August 6, 2008 at 3:02 pm

she still need you anyway..perpisahan kadang-kadang menyedarkan kita tentang sesuatu yang kit tak sedar selama ini..

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mlle linie wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 11:29 am

takpe ed.. better luck next time. :)

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:39 pm

I dont need luck :roll: :wink:

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kidd wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 11:40 am

showbiz girl,too much glitters in her…stare at her too long and u’ll be blinded. and don’t forget dramatic divorce case…(kalau bercerai la….satu malaysia tau!)

doctor eh….have i heard it before somewhere…?

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 6, 2008 at 12:39 pm

yeah, it’ll go down to hell if you were to divorce, but she’s a nice girl. Gut instinct je say no.

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saffa wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 12:28 pm

I love the song.. jgn emo lama2.. nnt keja tak siap! :P

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M-I-N wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 2:11 pm

salam NH,sori lama tak comment.bz lately.dah tak tulis pasal politik ek?bagus tu.skang kalau baca paper je ada article politik,terus skip.dah malas nak baca.mengarut dah jadinya.just curious,banyak dugaan ek ber’aweks’kan model ni? :?:

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azrn wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 2:29 pm

but… she’s just a girl who need someone like you to *lengkapkan ruang kosong dalam hati*. its just the same “story” with different ways …

pernah dgr tak org ckp:-
manusia ni, kalau bodoh, kita boleh pandaikan dia. kalau miskin, bole kayakan dia. tapi kalau penakut, sgt susah nak beranikan dia.

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taukey wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 6:14 pm

scorpio huh? must be born on november then. hehehe. :cry: OMG this songs remind me of those past. those were the days man. Gone have the golden moment of youth where you don’t really have to worry about things.

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en_me wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 7:12 pm

sebab tewww larr ko start komen blog me yg ittewww yerrr.. derrr

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NoktahHitan replied on
August 6, 2008 at 10:35 pm

tak lah en me. Aku pembace blog mu. tp jarang comment

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nono wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 7:49 pm

I fell in love with Honest Goodbyes by Bic Runga…

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NoktahHitan replied on
August 6, 2008 at 10:36 pm

nice jugak, but sway is my favorite :oops:

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Coral wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 8:42 pm

You still have that bitter taste in your mouth after all these years? No wonder you’re Mr Emo. :razz: :twisted:

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ayumin wrote on
August 6, 2008 at 11:27 pm

I soo love that song! Oh the good ole memories..

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teddY wrote on
August 7, 2008 at 2:24 am

Nice song :) the 80s and 90s are the golden ages for songs and MTVs, definitely. I feel sad for kids born nowadays who don’t get to experience the real feeling of rocking to the tunes of bubblegum pop and the contemporary rock…

Don’t feel bad about the relationship not working out the way you hoped it would be - since you mentioned your ex now works as a part time model, I believe you wouldn’t be comfortable with the attention and exposure she’ll be getting… take care!

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 7, 2008 at 1:54 pm

You’ll love post 80’s and pre 90’s song. It’s the epitome of music before hiphop, rap etc.

I don’t feel bad about any relationship I’ve been through. At least I learnt something.

You’re right, I’m not comfortable with the extra attention. From unnecessary people.

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Aisyah wrote on
August 8, 2008 at 12:01 am

it’s deadline. :razz:

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 8, 2008 at 1:25 am

I remembered my british lecturer corrected me, dateline. I assume both can be used.

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NoktahHitam replied on
August 8, 2008 at 1:55 am

eh.. I was wrong, deadline. oh well, malas nak betulkan :cry:

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