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Do You Know Where This Is?

melodramatic sikit :razz:

SomeoneFTP : Yes. This was the place we first fought
NoktahHitam : How does that make you feel?
SomeoneFTP : Sad.
NoktahHitam : Why so?
SomeoneFTP : Few days after that, you went away. When you came back, I was gone.

NoktahHitam : Where do I belong now?
SomeoneFTP : Trapped in here, but lost in memories.
NoktahHitam : That’s sad. Anything I can do?
SomeoneFTP : Nope. Hey, I have to go.
NoktahHitam : Go where?
SomeoneFTP : A place where you don’t belong…

This drenched pillow case woke me up. I gazed deeply into the 4 corners of my wall. I don’t see anything.

Firmly gripped in my palm, was a cherry flavored lip balm. I was really talking to Someone From The Past.

I got out of bed. I went to the bathroom. I cried in the shower. I remembered how I loved SomeoneFTP.

ps: Everybody wants to unwind the clock, I just want to stop it :arrow:

pss: It’s a sad story of a boy and his past :cry:

Written on 21 March '08 under Personal & Geeky
 

There are 27 Comments for “Do You Know Where This Is?”

jgn gado2 k..
make love, not war.. ehehe

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NoktahHitam replied #1

baiklah :smile:

tp make love tu, double meaning :twisted:

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t.a.t.a replied #1

make love, not war.. ehehe :grin:
tp make love tu, double meaning :grin:
:lol: :lol:

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en_me wrote on March 21, 2008 #1

knp nak stop time?…
aiyok.. let the past GONE.. :)

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syia wrote on March 21, 2008 #2

living in the memories of the past is okay, once in a while, though i am not sure the crying part. SFTP is really a someone to you it seems.

rilek eddie. :oops:

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NoktahHitam replied #1

I am always relax. Not harm done :P

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NoktahHitam replied #1

I will tell you who’s SFTP.

I’m always relax :shock:

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aishah replied #1

orang kata…
kalau dua-tiga kali duk ulang kepada diri sendiri “i am okay’ i am okay…” maksudnya itu amaran kepada diri sendiri…be okay…dan itu maksudnya jugak, kita tak berapa okay, tu yang duk warn diri sendiri, you have to be okay…

kau pulak ni..duk ulang i m relax. i am always relax…
(m not saying u r not okay though…)

tapi biasalah…sape tak pernah rasa down sekali sekala kan..

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NoktahHitam replied #1

I beg to differ. Most guys like to keep this kind of info discreet. It challenges their manlihood and ego

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aishah wrote on March 21, 2008 #3

oh. i thought it was Someone File Transfer Protocol

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NoktahHitam replied #1

SFTP – secure file transfer protocol :roll:

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Aisyah replied #1

LOL. I thought that too. it just proves how geeky I am. :roll:

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MK wrote on March 21, 2008 #4

jgn sedih2 broo.biasa la tue.uhuk.aku pun selalu terkenang gak

p;s: comei gile emoticon nie

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NoktahHitam replied #1

silakan cilok, its free for public pon, http://www.noktahhitam.com/emoticon-pack-for-wordpress.html

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borakbola wrote on March 21, 2008 #5

OHH?? I am not the one crying. Im re-telling the story in my own words.

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NoktahHitam wrote on March 21, 2008 #6

MK :vangry:

hurm, ngerinye mimpi.. ade hikmahnye tu bro :cool:

psst: where can i donlod imoticon comey2 ni?

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Khai wrote on March 23, 2008 #7

[...] Oh well, dejavu maybe  :roll: pss : I-O-U, “Lose 10kg in 2 months”  :shock: psss: SomeoneFromThePast (SFTP) is my grand father. He passed away 10th Nov 2003. He left me his ’sight’ [...]


Dilemma of a JPA Medical Student | Noktah Hitam wrote on March 23, 2008 #8

never came across me that you’re an emo dude.. hahaha.. but i like your style of writing. it makes a person think. after all that’s the whole reason of converying through words isn’t it, to spark of thoughts. :D

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adryazad replied #1

aiyah.. i spell conveying wrong sien..

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NoktahHitam replied #1

I can always edit that, but I’ll leave there :P

I left many typos and grammatical errors on other peoples blog. Feel shame too, what to do. My engrish is so-so

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adryazad wrote on March 24, 2008 #9

I’m sort of confused. so was it a dream? how come you have her lipbalm in your palm then? or were you holding her lipbalm before you go to bed? :?:

sorry if I’m asking too many questions but it seemed like she’s dead (or as if) and you were dreaming talking to her. Also, I’m sorry for saying that. :sad:

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NoktahHitam replied #1

Aisyah, refer to this for more info about SFTP http://www.noktahhitam.com/dilemma-of-a-jpa-medical-student.html
(at the bottom of the page)

the lip balm was what I offered to SFTP. SFTP was complaining about his dried lips :smile:

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Aisyah replied #1

oh. sorry. :neutral:

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Aisyah wrote on March 25, 2008 #10

his dried lips? huh??

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NoktahHitam replied #1

doesnt make sense? Go teka suka hati :p

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adryazad wrote on March 25, 2008 #11

I thought SFTP was secure file transfer protocol too! :grin:

And I read that pss in Dilemma of a JPA Medical Student before I post any comment here … now I know who is SFTP – I’m sorry for your loss … and that reminds me of my late grandfather too :sad:

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melbie wrote on March 25, 2008 #12

SomeoneFTP : A place where you don’t belong…

that got me. :(

i hate crying in my sleep and waking up to grief and unsettling reminders of memories you wished were long gone n forgotten..

well, hang in there buddy

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waniee wrote on March 28, 2008 #13

Leave a comment, I won't bite ;)

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