Do You Know Where This Is?

melodramatic sikit πŸ˜›

SomeoneFTP : Yes. This was the place we first fought
NoktahHitam : How does that make you feel?
SomeoneFTP : Sad.
NoktahHitam : Why so?
SomeoneFTP : Few days after that, you went away. When you came back, I was gone.

NoktahHitam : Where do I belong now?
SomeoneFTP : Trapped in here, but lost in memories.
NoktahHitam : That’s sad. Anything I can do?
SomeoneFTP : Nope. Hey, I have to go.
NoktahHitam : Go where?
SomeoneFTP : A place where you don’t belong…

This drenched pillow case woke me up. I gazed deeply into the 4 corners of my wall. I don’t see anything.

Firmly gripped in my palm, was a cherry flavored lip balm. I was really talking to Someone From The Past.

I got out of bed. I went to the bathroom. I cried in the shower. I remembered how I loved SomeoneFTP.

ps: Everybody wants to unwind the clock, I just want to stop it ➑

pss: It’s a sad story of a boy and his past πŸ˜₯

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27 thoughts on “Do You Know Where This Is?”

  1. living in the memories of the past is okay, once in a while, though i am not sure the crying part. SFTP is really a someone to you it seems.

    rilek eddie. 😳

    aishah’s last blog post..Last Weekend

  2. make love, not war.. ehehe πŸ˜€
    tp make love tu, double meaning πŸ˜€
    πŸ˜† πŸ˜†

  3. orang kata…
    kalau dua-tiga kali duk ulang kepada diri sendiri “i am okay’ i am okay…” maksudnya itu amaran kepada diri sendiri…be okay…dan itu maksudnya jugak, kita tak berapa okay, tu yang duk warn diri sendiri, you have to be okay…

    kau pulak ni..duk ulang i m relax. i am always relax…
    (m not saying u r not okay though…)

    tapi biasalah…sape tak pernah rasa down sekali sekala kan..

    aishah’s last blog post..Good night and thank you…

  4. never came across me that you’re an emo dude.. hahaha.. but i like your style of writing. it makes a person think. after all that’s the whole reason of converying through words isn’t it, to spark of thoughts. πŸ˜€

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  5. I can always edit that, but I’ll leave there πŸ˜›

    I left many typos and grammatical errors on other peoples blog. Feel shame too, what to do. My engrish is so-so

  6. I’m sort of confused. so was it a dream? how come you have her lipbalm in your palm then? or were you holding her lipbalm before you go to bed? ❓

    sorry if I’m asking too many questions but it seemed like she’s dead (or as if) and you were dreaming talking to her. Also, I’m sorry for saying that. πŸ™

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  7. I thought SFTP was secure file transfer protocol too! πŸ˜€

    And I read that pss in Dilemma of a JPA Medical Student before I post any comment here … now I know who is SFTP – I’m sorry for your loss … and that reminds me of my late grandfather too πŸ™

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  8. SomeoneFTP : A place where you don’t belong…

    that got me. πŸ™

    i hate crying in my sleep and waking up to grief and unsettling reminders of memories you wished were long gone n forgotten..

    well, hang in there buddy

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