
I have always considered myself an Ace, but am I really one?
I don’t know about you, but I don’t need Valentines’ day to express my love to someone. I believe love has to be reflected all day, all the time. So what’s with the death of St. Valentine you like about?
I’ve loved and lost and love again, but the scar left on this being never seem to fade away. “Time will mend your broken heart”. Yeah, but time isn’t the luxury I have nowadays
Friend M: If there were such thing as Losers club, I’ll be the president and I’ll hire you to build a website-forum
NoktahHitam : Cool! But no friend-friend price ok?
Friend M: I was thinking that you can build it for free!![]()

I got a call in the morning from girl A. “Happy Valentine dear~”, in blissful tone, she reminded me. “Yeah, you too”, I replied. Then she starts talking about her celebration and how romantic was Boy F. Let me put it this way, “WHY THE F*CK ARE YOU TELLING ME THIS?”. (Note : Girl A is my ex)
On similar note, an SMS from someone in the past, “Hey, what are you up to? Let’s have dinner tonight”. I can’t reply, my phone is barred, my bill was RM1.90 short but Maxis still wants to ban me from their service
Anyway, I was wondering, why would this girl be interested in having dinner with me, on Valentines’ day? I’m guessing this is a 1-on-1 thing!
Unfortunately, I’m not looking for happy times nor seeking refuge in “I was with Y on Valentine”, so I called and turned her down. I want something more. Something that’ll last my lifetime. Someone that can just click to me like a piece of Lego. Somesort of wizardry to mesmerize every moment spent and allow me indulge the feeling a little longer. Someone to hold me close , a little closer and can be very loose sometimes. Someone to relief of my shortcoming. And most importantly, don’t give a damn about my work. In short, I want to marry a doctor
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