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This is a simple post in response to a tag by Life4Hire

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
Money. Without money there’d be no wedding, no marriage, no family, no love.

2. What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
Allucid. Something for tummy ache.

3. Where do you wish to get married?
In my back yard with BBQ pit and stuff. I’m simple yet complicated.

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
Until I found another lover.

5. Are you in love?
Nope. Lust, yes. Yes, one way street.

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Istana Hotel, ramadhan buffet.

7. Name the latest book that you bought?
Ten Minute, Tums & Bums (workout book)

8. What is your full name
You don’t need to know.

9. Do you prefer your mother or father?
Mom’s love, dad’s money.

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Muhammad SAW.

11. Christina or Britney?
Britney, when she’s young.

12. Do you do your own laundry?
Sometimes.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Bed, ‘magical’ things happen there, e.g. dreaming, guling-guling and play PSP.

14. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs. Kisses. Cuddles.

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
Life4Hire, a selfless guy.

16. 8 things I am passionate about.
The Web, Malaysian politics, rugby, shoes, computer, technology, cars and motorcyles.

17. 8 things I say too often.
Shit, Damn, Gile, Setan, Lahanat, Fuck, Oh? and astaghfirullah.

18. 8 books I’ve read recently.
Ibadah Haji & Umrah, Quran and the book I bought above. I don’t remember the rest.

19. 8 songs I could listen to over and over again. (listen my tape)

  • Marie Digby - Unfold
  • Yui - Tokyo
  • Pachebel - Cannon in D (minor)
  • Sudirman - Pelangi Petang
  • Warrant - Heaven
  • All American Rejects - Dance Inside
  • American HiFi - Flavor of the Weak
  • Fenix TX - Tearjerker

20. 8 things I learned last year.

  • Plucking nostril hair hurts like bitch, but pleasing.
  • I can never chase a moving car
  • Jumping from 2nd floor hurts my nuts more than my knees.
  • I can’t fly.
  • If I were Spiderman, I’d rob a bank.
  • Losing 10kg is easier said than done.
  • Survive with RM5 for the whole week.
  • Doctor with stethoscope dangling around her neck makes me weak.

21. 8 people to tag.

  • Nurnana - Ramadhan and fasting is not about food :roll:
  • MiraSilentEve - I miss ‘home’ too :?:
  • Elafyf - I don’t know you but I will get to know :???:
  • AkuSape - Aku, Kau dan Hantu :shock:
  • MyOnlyPink - Pink is the color of my heart :XO:
  • Kujie2 - kuchi kuchi ku? :evil:
  • Elaynie - Surgeon (to-be), if you got the time, do this :neutral:
  • NuniNuraina - Doctor (to-be), you too, do this if you’re free :arrow:

Posted on 6 September '08 by NoktahHitam, under Personal. 1 Comment.

Your Blog Sucks

 Your Blog Sucks

Why, thank you.

After 4 hours of reading my previous postings, I’ve come to realised, I derailed from my main objectives. I am supposed to be cynical, unlikable and wicked. I’m gonna hate myself for this.

A dear friend of mine shared a serious conversation.

Friend N: You know what’s your problem?
NoktahHitam: No. Lay it out.
Friend N: You’re a nice guy pretending to be dark and wicked.
NoktahHitam: What made you say that?
Friend N: Come on dude, I’ve known you more than 12 years.
NoktahHitam: Shut up.

I guess the wicked side of me mellowed or I grew wiser. Either way, I really wish I’d have that impulsive writing back. Knocking on my keyboard relentlessly, deleting half of it and publish it without fear.

Time has changed. I’m an adult now  :arrow:

Posted on 3 September '08 by NoktahHitam, under Personal. 34 Comments.

Ramadhan, Merdeka and Vaccine

Blue Mosque

Before I proceed any further, I’d like to wish Muslim, Happy Fasting. May your good deeds flourish and be accountable in the after life.(picture: sunrisesoup)

31st August 2008. Cramped beside my grandpa with 5 other cousins. We couldn’t take the heat due to black out, so we went for a late supper. (more…)

Posted on 2 September '08 by NoktahHitam, under Personal. 14 Comments.

Bosan

…. yeah, bosan.

spring cleaning in progress after a report from CrazyEgg.com

Posted on 28 August '08 by NoktahHitam, under Personal. 15 Comments.

This Gashed Knees Won’t Seem to Heal

Today, I woke up with a bruised & injured soul. Mat Salleh call it ‘waking up on the wrong side of the bed’. It only happens when I dreamed of ‘her’.

She sat across the table. Smirked and disgusted, she told me off. ‘Please’, my word uttered several times.

This is not the first time I’ve been brought down to my knees and definitely not my last. No matter how tough I pretended to be, I can never wage a fight against my subconscious mind (neither can you).

I guess I truly love her.

The past has eaten our careful time, she’s now a successful woman. I’m dead sure, that she’d never take a glimpse at a mere web developer.

What is left for me, is to chase my passion and hope that it’ll be a fruitful future.

I shall leave you with my favorite Quran line,

So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief.
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.
(سورة الشر  , Al-Inshirah, Chapter #94, Verse #5 & 6)

Amin.

Posted on 27 August '08 by NoktahHitam, under Personal. 14 Comments.

Why I Like Weekends

I don’t.

I was tagged by some American dude while browsing my statscounter. Unfortunately, I lost his url. (at my age, I too, start to questioned myself once every often, whether I’ve fetched my brother from school yet? Oh, it’s school break!)

Weeeeeeeee!
This would be the only picture of myself in this blog. I’m a shy guy and I’m not sure what I was doing.

I don’t like weekends.
It’s written all over my face and eye bag, I’m a workaholic. I sleep 4-6 hours daily. I’m killing myself, slowly but surely. When I ran out of work, I seek for another. That’s how my workaholic becomes part of my addictiveness.

I don’t like weekends.
When I need a quick stop at Carrefour, I’d spend 20 minutes more than weekdays. Thanks to the longer queues. And extravagant shopping complex like KLCC, Mid Valley, Lowyat is a big no-no. Traffic and sexy chicks tempts me.

Maybe I like weekends.
Partly because I’m able to unleash this bottled up energy. I crave for touch rugby. It’s a simple game. Get the ball, run and don’t look back. Easy for me to say, I run like the wind.

Sometimes we have futsal, sometimes we have badminton, but with many infected with this new syndrome called TB (takut bini, scared of wife), not many showed up. Nontheless, I enjoy bottomless teh tarik until dawn with a bunch of bachelors.

Ok, I don’t like weekends.
Because I have to get back to manic Monday. I have no problems with Monday, but the people I work with do.

I think I like weekends.
It’s the time of week I get to withdraw RM200 and find it missing by Monday. A little bit of this, that, poof, everything is gone.

I don’t think I like weekends.
While everyone is having fun, making fun or buying fun, I have to work during the day. I need to chase my deadline, which is always due on Monday (tragically).

I hate weekends.
It haunts me of my yester years.

Since it’s too hard for me to decide what’s up with weekends, I’m just gonna hate it.

I will tag those whom never surfaced on NH before but have been constantly redirecting traffic to me. Thank you, and this is my way of rewarding you! It’s easy, write why you like or hate weekends   :smile:

Posted on 22 August '08 by NoktahHitam, under Personal. 52 Comments.

FaceYourManga Rocks!

I don’t know about you, I love Japanese Manga. I get my daily fix at mangafox and onemanga. It’s eminent and serves my daily dose of endorphin before I go to (or get any) sleep.

I saw Minishorts posting. Rather than mumbling about her usual topics i.e. politics, getting married and missionaries, she took her time and made three FaceYourManga avatars for her facebook.

NoktahHitam getting Hype or going to a meetingNoktahHitam when writing an entryNoktahHitam if he could alter his real life form

1st Picture: That is my usual business dress code. Black shirt and stripe tie. Hyped and ready to go. Always on the bang-bang-boom mode.

2nd Picture: That is me when writing an entry or doing some coding work. I’m wicked but not vulgar (I hope). My spec has UV filter, to protect from harmful rays emitted by my laptop (ceh!).

note: 1st n 2nd picture, is my hair do. Messy and beyond control, and I like it!

3rd Picture: Denotes IF I were to alter my life form. Dye my hair blue, get some bling, show my curvy biceps and wear contacts.

Although this is not a tag, I would like to create one. I’d like to tag, Life4Hire, Nurnana, Melbie, Abdus, Saffa, my fav nemesis, Aisyah and the rest of you who reads this post.

  1. Go to FaceYourManga, design your avatar.
  2. Blog about it (duh!)
  3. and tag as many as you like   :roll:

Posted on 20 August '08 by NoktahHitam, under Personal. 23 Comments.